Dear Diary, well going through all my stuff deciding what I can live without and what I cant. Me and binx moving into the car really sucks but I'm trying to keep a positive attitude and pray that I will get a 2nd job soon. I feel like every time I start to get on my feet i get knocked back down. and every place i go i end up kicked out. i dont think I'm that horrible of a person I try so hard to help whomever I can and I feel like I definitely do my share. Hopefully Cody will get out on Tuesday and things will be better. he always makes sure I eat and I have a safe place to lay my head at night. I love him so much these past 2 months without him has been so very hard. well back to packing. a new journey awaits me.