October 21, 2020

 

Dear Diary,


I feel torn apart. Indecisive is perhaps a better word. The biggest decision I ever have to make and I still feel full of doubts. 


Should I live in a country where I am not happy with the person who truely makes me happy? Or be with someone who can take me away from every negavitiy I have ever been exposed to? 


I don't have much time to decide anymore... I should make up my mind but both options are so incredibly difficult. I don't know what to do. 

Is he the one?Maybe he isn't or just another man trying to fool me, breaking my hearth in the process.

I wish I could see ahead with both possibilities and choose from that... but that is not how reality works. 


Growing up, becoming an adult... it is so damn hard without a parent being there for you. 

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