October 14, 2020


Dear Diary,

My ex-husband is probably the biggest piece of shit on the planet. Or is that what a ex-wives think? I legitimately regret the day I met him- Although, we share three children together and I don't regret them one bit. I just wish I had made better choices in my youth. 

It shouldve been a big red flag when a requirement for dating me, was that I had to be going to college and doing something with my education. Seriously? Hi ow did I ever fall for that? What on Earth was I thinking? That was doomed from the start and I can't believe I was stupid enough to go along with it. 

Do you know that the reason he gave for cheating on me in the Philippine, was because I had gone through a really BAD depression due to my own family abandoning me? I started dropping my college classes and my grades were struggling. He gave that as a reason for cheating on me with hookers in the Philippines. He said he didn't think I was, "committed," because I was dropping classes and not doing well in school. 

Wow! What a piece of work he is! But he sits around with all of his friends and pretends like I'm the devil woman who left him for someone else- which technicall, I didn't. I just left him because I couldn't take his abuse anymore and it came down to the wire. Like" I was REALLY contemplating ending my life because he treated me so badly. 

Did I mention that his parents HATED me from the beginning because I didn't have an ivy league college education, and I didn't come from a family with money? And according to him, that was a very influential aspect of WHY he cheated on me. 

I wish he and his family would just die. The world doesn't need people like he and his family members, in it. Normal people don't go around destroying other human beings for the fuck of it.