October 13, 2020


Dear Diary,

I'm 32 years old and STILL have nothing to show for my life- and frankly, I'm sick and tired of it. I want to do some incredible stuff, but I just don't even know where to start. 

I listen to Eric Thomas, a pretty famous motivational speaker. He says you have to sacrifice everything for succes, if you want to achieve greatness. However, how do you just wake up at 3 in the morning everyday, with no real direction? I've got no idea, no clue what I want to do with my life. How do you motivate yourself if you don't know what direction you should be moving in?

...And so begins my quest to find myself and what I should be doing, praying to God for direction in this mess.