IDK WTF i was thinking a few days ago but I'm feeling a little more grounded in that my thoughts aren't on unattainable relationship goals with someone that is way out of my league. Probably just a hormonal thing either way it's fine and fun to have feelings. I kinda just wish i could have these feelings for someone in my league =( i suppose I'm just not ready to be in a relationship yet or the time isn't right for whatever reason. There's alsothe possibility that there isn't anyonepour there for me and I'm supposed to be alone? Time will only tell so i wait