Dear Diary, Everybody talks about the addict and how it's a choice for the addict but nobody talks about the addicts family the addicts lover, we always talk about how the addict had a choice we always talk about how the addict could have done something different how the addict could have just stood there and said no but what about the family the hurt that everybody has to carry on for the rest of their life the tragic moments the hurt the scars it's nothing nobody wants to talk about matter of fact it's something nobody ever talks about it haunts you it kills you and you so wish you could have just been that addict so you don't have to feel this pain for the rest of your life nobody talks about the nightmares that you have that seems so real that you think is real life sometimes you're laying in bed thinking can I just pinch myself maybe this will go away maybe this will be a dream nobody talks about the addicts families.