Dear Diary,
You remember those lines from Ted mosby? If you are not scared, it means you are not taking risk, and if you are not taking risk then what the hell are you doing ?. Well, Until now these were just inspiring... But now i think i am really scared, like its no longer inspiring, its jyst scary...
I am talking to this guy in the confrence room, he is talking to me about installing our devices in fucking big villah, big projects. These guys who are into interiors for years, are now installing our devices and talking so proudly about these devices and quality of products. Ankit is installing these devices in big homes, homes having close to 100 points. I am shit scared.
I always believed that our devices are just cheap devices, goes into jugaad homes and jugaad people will use these. But now they are going into these really big villahs i may never even set foot in. I know i should be happy, this is a sort of achievement, this is technically beyond my expectation. But you see, thats life, big things come with big fears. And how funny it feels right now, that every time i thought of doing a big business, making impactful things, i was only thinking about the good things and imagining myself in tears of joy after i have acheived what i wanted to. I never thought of the responsibilities it would bring and the fear... of loosing it all =D.
Some days i just feel very excited about life, wanting to see whats next. Today is one of those...
Good night.