Dear me,
You don't have to know what comes next. You don't have to have everything figured out right this second. You don't need to know your entire story. You are a living,changing, growing soul riding through your unique and beautiful journey of life. And that's exactly what it is - a journey. And it wouldn't be a journey if you knew everything that was coming next. It wouldn't be a journey if you knew how it would all turn out in the end. So be patient with yourself and smile at not knowing because your story is just starting to be written....