August 13, 2020

Dear Phoebe,

I'm not really into dating. Not into a lot of things when it comes to romance and all. But I know that I'm not getting any younger so I'd like to rekindle my flirty side because I think I just set it aside when I was younger that's why it's gotten rusty. 

So I am in chatting apps now. But I tell you mostly people i meet got me bored in an instant and I also know that I'm boring them. I think this is my 100th times trying and signing up different chat apps. I downloaded this app where user can be anonymous and chat with strangers around the globe. 95% are dickheads which is not surprising. But I met few who can actually clean chat. 

And then there's this one guy who I am chatting with right now.  I'm honest with him. I said that I was only there to chat and just make friends no more no less. And I actually enjoy talking to him and his attention.

But I know he's flirting already and I'm openly flirting back. I'm nervous that he's after serious stuff because I'm just there to chat really. 

I'm hoping he can meet a girl who's into the serious stuff right now. Although he's claiming that friendship is okay with him, I mean you don't flirt like that to a friend. I'm okay with it as long as he doesn't get too serious. 

Anyway. What happens happens. i'll deal with it when it gets there.

Regards,

Gem 💋