Dear World,
I havent written anymore to my story, which is failing miserably. Im only 14, yet i have looked at so many college oppertunities. I wish everything was easier than this.
I dont want to be like my parents...ever. I want to be on my own, laying in the sand, drinking a coffee. I want to lay in the leaves of fall as i stare into the beautiful sunset. I want to sit in the woods, in the snow and listen to the silence and tears roll down my face.
I want to be alone because i dont wanna be hurt, I know that im young and inexperienced with life, but i know that when you love someone and they dont love you back, that'll scar you forever. I never want to feel that again because it hurts. I want to go to UCLA, or maybe Cambridge.
I dont know, i just know that i have to go to college so i can get a good job. I wish the world was at peace with everything, i wish people didnt break eachother. I wish they didnt discriminate eachother with words as sharp as daggers. I wish i wasnt alone, but i perfer it like that, i suppose.
Will i ever be able to be in a love that consumes me so much that i drown in it? Will they love me just as much?I dont have time to think about that, because i have bigger problems.
Yours,
Cassee