August 5, 2020

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Dear World,

I havent written anymore to my story, which is failing miserably. Im only 14, yet i have looked at so many college oppertunities. I wish everything was easier than this.

I dont want to be like my parents...ever. I want to be on my own, laying in the sand, drinking a coffee. I want to lay in the leaves of fall as i stare into the beautiful sunset. I want to sit in the woods, in the snow and listen to the silence and tears roll down my face.

I want to be alone because i dont wanna be hurt, I know that im young and inexperienced with life, but i know that when you love someone and they dont love you back, that'll scar you forever. I never want to feel that again because it hurts. I want to go to UCLA, or maybe Cambridge.

I dont know, i just know that i have to go to college so i can get a good job. I wish the world was at peace with everything, i wish people didnt break eachother. I wish they didnt discriminate eachother with words as sharp as daggers. I wish i wasnt alone, but i perfer it like that, i suppose.

Will i ever be able to be in a love that consumes me so much that i drown in it? Will they love me just as much?I dont have time to think about that, because i have bigger problems.

Yours,

Cassee

Cassée (French)✓

Aug 5, 2020 · 55 views

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appAug 5, 2020

I also relate the the romance thing. At 15 years old, I had the girl I thought I was gping to, or would have loved to marry. However she cheated on me with some horseshit guy she had dated in the past. I couldn't explain to you the feeling that came over me to find this out. I was sitting in a car and when I found out, I had a still face but tears just doused my face, I tried my best to hide it from the people I was around and waited to get home to run into the woods and cry my eyes out. Coming from experience, I advise you to avoid romance the best you can untl you have found someone that you feel is a good genuine man that has the intentions to date for marriage.

appAug 5, 2020

I felt this so much. Living in the south doesn't give us much opportunity particulary when you live in the boondocks. My whole life my family has been very poor to the point where we have to live with my grandparents or out in the woods. I will be going into the marines soon, the military is always a choice for a successful life. 3 months of bootcamp and your practically set for life with the job you go for and you don't need college for it. My sister has her main cyber security job and also gets pay from the military just for being in it. Never think you have to go to some big LA college to be successful. I can't wait to get out and explore life outside of this house I'm stuck in.

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