August 02, 2020

I wish he would've told me that he was going to be moving earlier on in our conversations. I had my distance range on bumble set to "within x miles" for a reason. I don't want a long distance relationship. 

But by the time he told me he would be moving soon, we had already established a connection and a general liking for each other. 

And now he's over 3 hours away and I haven't even met him. 

I might get to meet him in about a week when my parents, nephew, and I go on another beach trip.

But I also have another guy waiting on me. I think I referred to him in the past as Da. He lives within 30 minutes of me and doesn't plan on moving. I've got a pretty good connection with him, too. He has a cat and other members of his household also has cats. I'm severely allergic to the cute little shits. 

I honestly don't want to tell either of them goodbye but I also can't hang onto both of them and I'm definitely not gonna try to do some polygamy bullshit. 

I don't know what's going to happen and I'm not going to try to make the needle move in either direction. I'm just going to see what happens and go with it.