July 27, 2020

Dear Diary,

It's had been 2 days I haven't contact him. Do I finally move on to him? 

No... Not yet. 

I still love him, I am. 

But at the same time I feel empty 

I don't know how can I explain this feeling. It is just uncomfortable. 

I m not feeling happy or even sad. 

It's just empty... Nothing... 

I don't like this kind of feeling. 

I think I wanna cry... But no tears come out

I think I wanna angry... But my mouth say nothing

This feeling is painful .... 

I think crying is the best way to heal my pain 

But...

Again

No tears left...