July 18, 2020

Dear Diary, my friend been going to this new bar every night n they say it's like the new bar to go to in town I went once n it's was cancer city n just weird I don't like being around cigarette smoke no more so I haven't been at the bar much I wanna go but I can't stand being around retarted people I don't even drink but that's the only places u can go to meet people besides the internet n they both just make me think twice like I haven't been in a bar for month n the last time I went it was a Tues day n there was three people in there n they left n I was the only one sitting in this bar so idk it was relaxing but this other bar everyone is there n I know they turning up I'm tempted to go all I do is sit in the house I have social issues I don't see the point in new friends n a new boyfriend so I been single for 9 years this Oct I just been dealing with my ex we have a friends with benefits type shit if I go to the library to meet people it's kind of hard when there policy is be quiet n no talking I don't work so I don't have work friends I don't have many friends left from school sooo I don't see myself being in new relationship wether it's friends dating or friends with benefits