Dear Diary, I'm just sitting thinking I hope my cousin don't get arrested for the fight he got into with his wife I hope they work shit out n he can be happy n go n get the help he needs plus I think my mom's cancer came back n she's not doing what she's supposed to be doing with docs n shit ummm I'm sad cuz I miss my grandma n step brother that passed away last year n I sad I lost my baby to a miscarriage n I'm said that my cat died this year I'm sad that three of my ex's are dead n I'm just not going to be happy even if I leave this town because I moved away before n I hated it even more I didn't like the crowd that was in the new town they was nobodies like at least in this town I hang with famous people time to time