Dear Diary,
Guess. What.
Thee fellow I had the dream about (on previous posts) and the one whom I matched on an app for singles. . .
I messaged him and we hung out. Just now. My gosh it was wonderful ☺️. No kisses today but a few long hugs. We missed each other. It wasn't said, but I sure thought of letting him know I love him. I almost felt synced with him... idk if that makes sense. Do you ever get this moment of pure silence and have a "moment" with somebody? That connection.
That vibe. It's never left.
I was crazy nervous on my way to his place. But we smoked so we just vibed the whole time. I've always written about this guy...poem after poem...the amount of tears hes caused me could fill an ocean..
And here we are today..few years later of being ghosted..
He asked to see me tomorrow. 😄
If I were reading this I'd be yelling at the screen saying how dumb I am. Lmao. Lifes a risk, carnal. You never know what life can be tryna tell you.
This may be weird, but you know that question "if you could choose your own death, what would it be?" I would choose to die of a broken heart. Fun fact.
I'll write about tomorrow night. 😌 let's see how it goes. Will I get a kiss????? Lol