Dear Diary,
I am much better now than the past few days.
I don't know how but maybe because I tried to talk to some of my friends and family members even though it's just a casual talk. This might have somehow distracted me of that damn emotions of hopelessness and anxiety.
Fuvk those emotions, I want to stay like this calm.
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Soon, college life would start.
I wonder how it feels like
I hope I can easily get some friends whose likeminded
Otherwise, I'll be dying slowly by forcing myself to study those mundane knowledge that I can't even apply myself in everyday life.