July 06, 2020

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Dear Diary,

I am much better now than the past few days.

I don't know how but maybe because I tried to talk to some of my friends and family members even though it's just a casual talk. This might have somehow distracted me of that damn emotions of hopelessness and anxiety.

Fuvk those emotions, I want to stay like this calm.

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Soon, college life would start.

I wonder how it feels like

I hope I can easily get some friends whose likeminded

Otherwise, I'll be dying slowly by forcing myself to study those mundane knowledge that I can't even apply myself in everyday life.

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Lost Boy
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TkzJul 13, 2020

why dont u talk to them about how u feel. Just do what u fear. Im no therapist or a psychologist. But this just an advise. Sometimes doing the things u fear can bring u pleasure. Happiness. A self worth n feeling on top the world. Those fears small or big can be the things that can make u happy. N remember crying is not a bad thing. Joy is nothing without saddness.

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Lost BoyJul 13, 2020

As a person who doesn't talk a lot about my feelings to my family members. In my case, having a small light/happy talk to a friend quickly eases my feelings. Sometimes, I could get a deeper talk to them and that's much better. That's how I cope. Any other distractions like learning a subject is my secondary coping mechanisms (sometimes it fails). Conversing with strangers online also helps (like debate/discussion of a topic)

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TkzJul 12, 2020

hey there lkst boy, im happy ur excited for collge, and meeting new ppl, it has its ups and downs but it can be great if u let it be great. Everything is up to u. Would u want to be uplifting of things or jeep urself down n surround urself with negative emotions. As for the way uve been feeling... have u ever really rhought of the reason u feel so down? Like why do u have these negative emotions. N what do u REALLY got to to do inorder for them to leave n leave u feeling free.

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