Dear Diary,
As I told you nothing is as perfect as it seems!
I met him. I get to see him only twice a year. And to be honest nothing it as beautiful as a chance to glance at him.
Evertime I used to come here I always left happy hearted. But not this time!
Many disappointing things happened!
One of the major and the thing that hurt me the most was the fact that I was till now ignoring his reality!
From day 1 my elder sister warned me about him, saying his vibes are just not right and he's always staring her and making her feel uneasy.
I ignored everything, even this because I thought maybe there's something wrong with my brain that I'm thinking this way, I felt maybe I was exaggerating things.
But when this time I myself saw him staring at her I was shattered. Even then I was self criticising that maybe I'm wrong and he's just being himself. But then I asked about it to my sister, and then she said "I've been telling you this since day 1".
And not just staring he was behaving like an ass around her. She told me about things I didn't know!!
Staring at someone is not a big deal, stalking, flirting, teasing, are just fine.
But just imagine how would you feel if you're guys together just twice a year surrounded by family and then you see something like this.
I am hurt majorly Because of two things
First if he's doing something like this with my own sister then he'll probably would do the same with anyone else!
Second if he can't control his behavior just for a day then it means this is what he's like, this is what he does normally.