June 21, 2020
"Why am I like this?" Well, I guess there's a fucking reason why I'm like this.
I just woke up a little bit ago and checked my phone to see if C has messaged me or anything, and he's blocked me.
I have no idea how I knew something was up. He wasn't acting any different last night and by the end of the conversation, I had felt reassured.
But now he's blocked me.
Messenger says the chat is currently unavailable. I try to see his profile on facebook and it says something went wrong. I try to see our conversation on facebook dating and its listed under the deactivated conversations.
My heart is pounding but calming down as I type this.
He didn't give any indication of wanting to stop talking and even said "I get to see you tomorrow and I'm excited 😊😊😊"
Maybe the problem this time is him, not me. He's 28 and has only kissed one girl, is a virgin, has never even drank alcohol.
But I still can't help feeling like I'm the problem.
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