June 21, 2020

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"Why am I like this?" Well, I guess there's a fucking reason why I'm like this. 

I just woke up a little bit ago and checked my phone to see if C has messaged me or anything, and he's blocked me.

I have no idea how I knew something was up. He wasn't acting any different last night and by the end of the conversation, I had felt reassured.

But now he's blocked me.

Messenger says the chat is currently unavailable. I try to see his profile on facebook and it says something went wrong. I try to see our conversation on facebook dating and its listed under the deactivated conversations.

My heart is pounding but calming down as I type this. 

He didn't give any indication of wanting to stop talking and even said "I get to see you tomorrow and I'm excited 😊😊😊"

Maybe the problem this time is him, not me. He's 28 and has only kissed one girl, is a virgin, has never even drank alcohol. 

But I still can't help feeling like I'm the problem. 
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Jun 21, 2020 · 45 views

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N.W.AJun 21, 2020

Alright I'll tell you what is but you may not beleive me...He has a girl already. Trust me that little dating profile of his is kept on the downlow and the minute one of his girls start to smell something he has to go into defense mode and delete everything and block everyone. Think about it. He's turning down a girl he hasn't met in person yet and the potential of getting sum for tbe "first" time lmao. Sounds ridiculous right. Thats because it is honey...Here's the lesson i know to be true. When something doesnt add up begin to subtract. If i smell something fishy then i begin fishing and if i catch something i dont like then i throw it back. Back to streets where it belongs.

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leonie.tutti Jun 21, 2020

move on. either hes crazy about you or not, not settle gor this gurl!

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