June 13, 2020

Darling ghost, if I keep on staring at the darkness, I will never be able to grasp the light in me. I am cynical. I still believe that selfishness of people will drag my heart into a chasm of betrayal. But those people i have learned to trust, i trust them blindly, because even if they betray me, I will forgive them. I will forgive them for burning me for it is my fault that I flew too close to their light. I am still cynical. I am not kind. I manipulate and lie to those who don't matter to me. I am not a saint who forgive everyone. Just the ones that I have learned to trust. Damn, it will hurt like hell if they betray me.