Dear Diary,

It hurts 

It hurts alot

He tryed to push me away

He tryed to get rid of me 

Like everyone else does

He was using me like everyone else

But I was going to use hin to begin with so I feel this was his way of getting back at me about it.

He said he needed time but the. took it back. I wont ever understand it but told me he was sorry about it. Hes done using me and now he wants to throw me out of his life? It dosent seem like him. The other boy get under his skin and he just saw the light when he was in the dark. I get that but why not at least try to fight it. Why just give up then and there? It will never make sence but for now all I  can do I cry it off. As usual I'll delet this after a few days