The soul stealer - who would have thought a song from Moana could make me feel so much

They have stolen the heart from inside you

But this does not define you

This is not who you are

When someone steals your heart, it crushes you and destroys a piece of you that doesn't always grow back and this is the part that darkens your soul, now you might think oh good he is talking about a Disney film, no this is not were we are going.

We are talking about the points in a humans life that doesn't necessarily come from a broken relationship or an argument with your mum. I am taking about the points in your life in which you can't always help or you had no control over.

Theres one fixed point in my life that has destroyed my soul and everything I ever was. My voice is no longer loud, my confidence is no more, and that cheery bubbly person that people seemed to like has disappeared.

When people say wow don't you talk quietly, it's not out of choice, my life changed and so did I, the shrinking confidence made me not want to be heard and I want to lock myself away.

My heart latches onto people so I can feel something even if it is the impeding heartbreak, just to feel it is still there. The fluttering beat of my heart and blood rushing through my veins is a false reminder that I can once again be happy with my life.