Dear Diary, been too long.. so today I had a good day at first. I went out with a cute boy.. my type if u know what am saying. Tall, dimple, twice my size simply perfect. Then I come home and the day gets ruined..
Someone am older than, a girl am supposed to look after been rude and disrespectful to me... And everyone is expecting me to be calm. Don't I deserve to be human. Why must I hold in my anger because I wanna please the other person. Why must I be the good one. It hurts more... Am human. I don't think it's a requirement to be perfect all the time, so today I decided to be bad.. yes!!! And selfish to at least that way it helps me breath..