May 19, 2020

Dear Diary, 

Life was so miserable. I don't know what I want. I'm sad for being alone. I lost my friend, I got scratched make up that I order. Eid will coming soon but nothing prepare because I feel this year was not happy like before. No cookies, no cakes, ya I feel hard to baking cookies or cakes since I got no mood. I bought all the book series that I loved bit still I feel empty. 

I lock my self in my room, don't want to get out. Hard to breathe. Temperature feeling so freaking hot. Take another shower and lie down read book.Open shopping application and spend my money the item that I dont need. 

Huarghh, I don't know what's wrong with my self.