Darling ghost, felt like the air was wrong but the only thing wrong was my pillar. I have been too sentimental this days. I realised that when she said that my writing was too hyperbolic. When I am with my friends, I can always keep it together because i want to look after them. That's why they look up to me. But when I am back in my home as a youngest spoiled daughter, I get weakened by self indulgence. It's okay to be weak but not okay to always grief about your weakness. I need to get it together. Writing is defined by the head and the heart, and I want the bit of both. Lately, I have been feeling my heart a lot. Thus, I need to get it together.
Your heart-headed girl.