Darling ghost, Doing it again and again. Hoping I will not do it again. Blindfold around my eyes. The clock goes round and I go round. There is no escape from the loop. Stop! Breathe a little. Rest a bit more. Wait and run towards another way that you have been hoping for. When you want to really rest. When you don't want to run in straight line. And you no longer want to walk in the curved path. When the roller coaster is boring you, don't worry. Time knows it. He knows about our sorrow. He knows about our despair. He knows about our disease. Therefore, he sents his friend-death to liberate us.
Don't go searching for it. In time, the death will come to us.
Your tired soul.