I have never put so much faith and trust as I did with one friend. I have learned that trusting people and believing in them and having faith in them is only going to do one thing. Hurt you. I have hurt him more than he has hurt me and his friends,family, my friends,my enemies, they all remind me of the pain I caused him and i will never forgive myself for that,but,me trusting, Puting faith,believing in people is the rarest thing I will do and now it's even more rare. What I did to him will haunt me for a long time. And I know that I have to pay for that. But even I have lines that shouldn't be crossed and he crossed it. As much as I would want to hate him I cant because he is the only friend i have. I will never meet a friend like him and his friendship to me is more important to me than any anger I hold against him.