May 12, 2020 Motivational stuff
It's so easy to advice others and not so easy when it comes to applying that in our life. Easily said than done. Well, I'm a happy person. That is, I try to look at happy things and try my best to keep me happy regardless of whatever is happening around me. So I tend to help out others who sound low or broken and they reply that it isn't so easy. I used to wonder, when I can do it, why can't they!? And would pray for them and forget about talking about this again to that person. It's useless anyway.
But.....
I was feeling super low and helpless two days ago. And, the stuffs I have told others didn't work at all. I usually go for some fun-motivational videos or articles online, to spice myself up. Nope, wasn't in mood to try that either. But nothing on the outer circumstances was hurting me, it was some internal shit, probably the mind or the heart. I couldn't figure out what. It's a lie, I could have known it if I had dug deeper but I didn't.
I cried to sleep after lunch and then woke up earlier than I intended to, played games in my mobile before getting out of the room. I didn't plan on making myself better. I just went head on with it. I put on the movie and songs I liked, did the chores the way I liked doing and snuggled on the couch with my husband as if nothing was wrong with me few hours ago.
The bottom line: It's comforting and convincing to look up to others for help when we are feeling low and lost. Few may need that kind of talk or motivational videos and actually benefit from it. The other few, who are like me, who still can't get out of the shitty feeling. Just break the hell out of that emotion on your own. Only you can fix yourself.
That's it. It took me so long to figure this out.
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