Dear diary, While I was at the clothing shop waiting for my turn in the queue, he with his glasses, yellow mustard t-shirt in the color I like, and his tattoos caught my attention. Even though his body wasn't the type of bodies that could have a glance from my eyes even for a second, but his eyes did and for half an hour I guess. The reluctant tone in his responses to the customers, the way he averts eye contact with others. I wasn't sure if he is shy or he is not interested in eyes which is somehow sad because he missed some good eyes there . Anyway, he had three different tattoos but the most interesting one was the Latin numbers on his arm for a second I wanted to touch them, to move my fingers softly on the numbers, but instead I started wondering about this guy; he might be intellectual who has some knowledge and knows about Latin ,OR he just saw it on the internet maybe and thought yeah why not being deep and write some numbers on my arms since no one will get or understand latin. I personally don't speak Latin but I know Alot about it . As I believe we don't have to speak all languages to understand them . Anyhow when he asked for my phone number as its a kind of a routine; I happily gave him the number but hoping for an eye-chatting. He simply didn't move his eyes from the computer, it didn't break my heart at all not even a nail, but I wanted to have an eye contact maybe my eyes had something to say probably it was hey yooo I know about your Latin numbers . But yeah, I finished the whole thing with "thank you" after taking my receipt . At the same store and at the exact moment, i was observing any married couple my eyes could notice, the way men check single girls and their body details makes you wonder why would a guy do that even though his wife has a good body ? Why they are so disgusted when they look at their wives ? What kind of things these single ladies have that married women don't ? Or even lost after marriage except their virginity of course ! Freedom maybe, some wildness and peace as marriage tends to tire the soul apart as I heard. But again why men are hungry for sex all the time is it entertaining the fact of checking bodies ? Comparing different sizes to the actual size your partner has ? Why ladies can't do that too ? And why men judge their bodies ? That's something they own so why everyone should give a fucking note whether visually or verbally! Would you men be happy if they started checking your bodies too ? Unfortunately, they aren't interested in any trash they pass by .