April 23, 2020

Thanks

You have to ease it on yourself dear, what is yours will never be anyones. I understand you well, and i can relate to what you are going through. I've been there exactly where you are standing, but giving up is never the solution. Take it as a challenge, acknowledege what you lack and try to work on it. Keep me updated.

So*

I did. My skills are developing but i hope somday will be appreciated. It kills me everyday slowly knowing my friends got job and i (who supposed to be better) still cant find a job... It kills me literally. Specially under such circumstances that i cant go anywhere since quarantine. Some im just staying home and surrounded by depression... I even had suicidal thoughts. I have never been upset like this rn. I really miss the old me.

Well, it's never ashame to be a jobless. It happens but the only shame is to have the chance to develop your skills, and ignore it.