Dear Diary,
Today, I was more anxious than other days.
So, you asking why?
Before I stared living in quarantine (like everyone on this planet) I was party maniac. I had a great time. Really. Alcohol was my first and only friend during my weekends. So, this quarantine changed everything.
The all story starts in my home. Dad is invalid, mom is always bussy and my brother is just my brother okay...
We live in very small apartment. We have a living room with kitchen, one bedroom and one bathroom. And, that's pretty much it.
So, I was always outside because I couldn't watch all that hard life.
Now, I'm facing the my biggest nightmares.
Staying home all day and all night.
It's not hard staying home at day...
But the night's, agh... I hate that.
Overthinking a overthinking. Like, I just feel like the world fell on my chests.
I can't breathe, I can't sleep...
It's rough okay..
Online school is stressing me more than usual.
All that homework and test's...
So I really wanna go outside and feel that freedom.
May you had a rough time too, so I want you to know that if you stay home you will save a 100 life's okay? And that's more important than anything else.
I hate being here too, but I don't have a choice.
Stay safe guys.
With love
MALS