Dear Diary,I feel like I'm falling apart I want to cry but I'm to angry to God says he won't give you more than u can handle well hes really giving us a lot right now sometimes I wish I would fall asleep and not wake up I'm to much a pussy to kill myself but dont get me wrong I do cut but I'm not proud of it I need help I need to start taking my meds right I need to get away from here forever