It's 2:21 AM here. Trying something new.
The COVID makes you realize how precious time is because anyone anywhere could contract it. There is no cure. It makes me scared because I feel my throat hurting although there is no fever as of yet, I can feel myself slowly getting sick. I'm doing everything in my power to make sure I am doing whatever it takes not the get sick.
The great thing about Texas is that there's a bunch of alcohol here and it helps the time pass by and the thing about this quarantine is that it gives time to reflect. I have been using Instagram to pass the time and scroll through memes but deep down I know I feel empty. I'm going to try this next week to detox from social media and really just focus on myself. My craft, My career plans, and goals, my health and mental health. It's hard to get your shit together when everyone is out of a damn job. Who knows when this COVID will end and honestly the numbers are looking worse and worse every day. I just know that I need to do what makes me happy regardless of likes and fame. I like to share my art because I think people can relate to it but it's also the fact that I've perhaps lost the joy of creating it. I need to step back and just refocus and enjoy creating for the sake of creating and now I have the freedom to do so.
There is much to learn. There are many books I haven't touched. There's so much to do and life to live. Let's start living like every day could be the last and see what we can accomplish.