March 25, 2020

Dear Diary,

Here we go again , my concious telling me im wrong , my mind telling me to stop to just give up on all aspect of life . 

The pain I feel inside is leaving me numb on the outside showing the people who surround me , that im weak i let my fear over take me like its a race like tommorow will nbe my last breathe sometimes i want that to be true and other days not so much