Why
Why did these things happen to me ?
Why did my life have to be so fuck up ?
Why do I have to live this way ?
Why can't I be normal ?
Why is it a battle everyday to live ?
Why do I have to have nightmares every dame night ?
Why must I pretend to be happy for everyone else ? when im not happy
Why can't these thoughts just leave me alone ?
Why do I have to be stuck with flashbacks and everything on repeat inside my head ?
Why can't I just call it quits ?
Why cant anyone understand ?
Why do I have to be so afraid ?
Why can't any meds make me feel better ?
Why can't I just move on ?
WHY WHY WHY WHY