I don't think I'll last for much longer,
battle in my mind.
Can't reach out to anyone for help without feeling guilty or embarrassed.
I want to kill and injure people so badly,
But I don't have any documents to prove my mental disorders, so that wouldn't work out.
I have natural highs during random parts of the day, it's weird but I'm glad to be able to have those feelings without spending any money. The only downside is they happen more than twice a week now, during school..