I feel like I'm going to explode. I literally cannot keep holding this in. I want to tear myself to shreds. I don't want to go to moms, the atmosphere there is sickly, and I've got about 15 different blades there. At my dads I don't have to worry about anything, I can sit in quiet privacy without being yelled at every 5 minutes. ----- asked me once if my mom ever compliments me, she doesn't, I think I wish she did. I wish I didn't feel like my family doesn't care about me. My mom always says she wants me to be around more, but whenever I do it always turns sour. I don't feel loved, and it hurts.
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