higher version of you | February 07, 2020

hey, it's me!

it took me awhile to update everything. i was so busy sending my cv's to apply for work. oh, and haven't i talked about how i felt ecstatic today? it's because of what i've watched! this one vlogger who shared his experience about how he went on for his dreams by what most people call it "law of attraction".

i could relate to it alot because 2018 wasn't a very good year for my career. the pressure & confusion which really took a toll on my job. 2019 was a time of healing for me and this year, should be a time for a comeback. not that i am rushing everything, it's just that i'm having a goal created in my mind and i'm tryna challenge myself for the next coming years. 

that vlogger motivates me to choose the higher version of me. so, on my birthday on 28th, i wanna make a video of me trying to envision the things that i want to achieve. so that, i have something to watch & motivate me when i'm feeling lazy or tired about doing what i'm supposed to do.

i've learned to ask myself few things on creating my goal:

a) who am i doing it for?

b) what's my deepest reason on doing it?

c) is it fulfilling? does it makes me happy?

i hope in 5 years, i'll be in a happy & healthy position in my life.

love,

haze