Dear Diary,
So, I'm back... Trying this app out again. Seeing if I can fall in love with it... We'll see!! Anyway, so I had a birthday a few days ago on the 13th. I am officially in my 40s now!! 42 will be my number this year.
I didn't used to mind my age until I lost my bf a year and a half ago to heroin addiction. The thought of being single all of a sudden in my 40s is just depressing!!
But, I did have almost 2 months of sobriety under my belt until just recently. I was really proud of that, actually!! But just a few days ago, an old drug friend of mine lost her place to live and showed up on my doorstep. Since then, there's been a lot of stuff going on.
Well, I'll write more later. It's late and I'm tired tonight.