Dear Diary,
Last week dawrani sent me this quote on insta.
Something like 'Your purpose is not to spend your entire life wandering around looking for the purpose.'.
Then i saw interview of dropbox founder with sal. I was hoping to see that maybe he would be something, someone amazing. But he looked just like me. Very normal. He doesnt havr any punchline or he isnt very workaholic or a great visionary. He is ordinary. And i realized that its in all of us. I keep thinking many times that maybe they always are very different or something is in them. But i think above all its just perseverance. And we can train ourselves to persevere.
We can do it too. We have to believe that we are on the right track. Ofcourse we also have to keep checking, but keep believing too.
Today i attemted cookies again. Not good again. It was 6th time. This time it wasnt bitter. But then i did not cut the raisins and they blasted. 😑. And i slightly overcooked too.
I dont know whats wrong with me and cookies.
Few days ago i made oaneer parcha. That cane out very well.
We started swimming. Me, akshay, bhavna, chaithanya. This tine we are going to a good coach. I am realizing the mistakes i have been doing all this time. Working on my leg movements.
When walking today, i saw a man on the street. He had a rice packet in his hand and was sitting in a bench in bus stop, in dark. I dont know whetger he bought this or someone gave him. But he was handling it with great care. I can imagine how much he was cherishing that rice. Then i think of how much we waste. And dont care about things. He does not have a home, he cannot cook food, and there are no varieties of food he can eat. Quenching his hunger is probably the only reason he eats. I ptlray from god, make me so humble and... Always keep me kind. I think when i'll have caffe, i'll always serve people who dont have homes and cant earn their bread. We all deserve it.
We went to a tea shop yesterday after grannys. 99teas. It has amazing menu. It has 99 different teas/shakes. In my caffe this could be one of the section too.
I reorganised the other room today. Mom wanted us to live in the same roon, but i think i want to have some individuality now. I dont k ow, its a random thought, but i think i want to organise it in my way, keep my things, and live how i want to and stuff.. U know.. 😀.
Then an important thing thought came to mind while jogging. Pursue the matters, which means most to you. Recently i have been thinking about this for whats going on and stuff. But i think that even after taking a break from the work if i am not working on the tjings which means a lot to me then then its all just waste. What means most to me is, humanity and well being of all. Or the curiosity of stars. And i have to work on this.
There is some more, mama, mom, everyone is asking about the marriage thing. Mom is really very emotional, i tried to be mature with mama and tell them what i feel. But its the same thing, he thinks i am running away fron responsibilities and being a kid. I knew the same qould happen once i say yes to them. They wont understand what i want. Its alright, i dont blame the thinking gap. I just have to do what i have to do.
I think thats all. Last weekend went to bangalore. There Home is good. My room there is also nice. 😋. Working on the course too. Today i jogged for 6 kms. Wohooo..
Goodnight...
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