Dear Diary, I have no idea what to do anymore. Just found out that my boyfriend of 5 years does not want any kids ever and it's been my dream since I was a little girl to have at least 1. I love him dearly and want to be with him but do I simply give up my biggest dream to be with him? Do I try to convince him?And if I do give up on this dream, how does one grieve something they always wanted?