October 10, 2019

 

Dear Diary,


I can't sleep. Last night I had a nightmare about my mentally abusive ex and I was so placid, like his little lap dog. I woke up scared and disgusted with myself even though it was a dream and I couldn't control it. I don't want to sleep tonight in case it happens again. 


It's been almost two years and it's still happening, when will it stop? 

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