Im just going to have to remind myself everyday... Why would i want to be with someone.. That no matter how bad i hurt them or disrespected them... If theu saybthey are here to help me.. To help with my soberity... If they were truly here for that... They things that were happening or being said when rhey got mad wouldnt be happening... Or be said...

That they know what i do to my own self.. What i say tk my own self in my head.. They wouldnt say the things they said to me everyday...

That even if i dont feel like it now after everything ive done.. By the end of my journey my point is to not be so broken an lost... And every day im more and more lost with them...

Im worth more then this