Monday, 02 Sep 2019 10:15 PM
Good evening.
I'm here for a word.
I feel less human and more like an animal that's been held captive all its life.
Having been in fighter mode all my life, fighting for life, fighting for sanity, fighting for a peace of mind.
I've fought and fought and fought.
I've fought my way out of the prison that is my mind and I cried out every night for strength to fight those battles.
Of all people, you know just how hard I had to fight and just how alien I feel with gentle hands in my life and actual love in my life right now.
God, only you can really understand that pain I endured and just how hard I had to fight for my life.
God, only you can understand just how alien this is to see people actually seeing what I went through and not calling me crazy for hurting.
God, only you can understand what it's like for me to get my fair share of anything without having to compromise because I didn't matter enough to get my fair share of anything.
God, only you can understand just how much I would give away because of all the years I deeply believed I didn't matter and I was worthless and I had to give up everything because I didn't matter if I wasn't useful...
I grew to deeply believe that I would have no one if I wasn't useful because I believed I was unlovable and worthless...
The pain I felt... Was enough to kill...
God, please...
I don't want anyone to know that pain...
Please touch everyone who experience these pains and know it all too well...
God, please hold hands with the suicidal, the hopeless, and the heartbroken.
They need you to remind them that this is only temporary and you have better days ahead.
They just need to hang on one more day...
Just one more day, God...
Be with them so they can last just one more day...
Each day is another step closer...
Let them feel the increase.
Let them feel sowing you're making in their life.
Touch with them now, oh God.
Touch their hearts so they'll know deep down that it's almost over.
The enemy wants them at their weakest point and he wants them to never see their full potential in you, oh God.
Show them they have the power to trample him now, God.
Heal them now, God.
Give them peace.
Give them hope.
Let them know that there's no need to worry. There's no need to fear.
Daddy is here and he said, "peace be still"
He's gonna give you a peace of mind that will stay.
God, I pray for the people of ULC also.
Pastor Deona and Pastor Deidrick.
I pray that they know many moments of peace.
I cast out every demon that tries to rob them of their peace in you God.
I cancel everything the enemy has in store for your people.
I cancel every plan he has to rob your people of their peace and their joy and I say GO in Jesus name!
I cast you out demon of depression and I say you're not welcome here in Jesus name!
I cast out the spirit of hostility, worry, intimidation, frustration, offense, and any other spirit set on robbing us of one your promises.
Demon, you have no place here!
You have no home in this house!
I cast you out right now!
Right now in Jesus name!
Go back to hell where you came from because you're silenced in this place in Jesus name!
In this ministry, you stand down!
You have no place here because my King resides here!
I win every time because he lives in me!
I was born on the winning side!
You can't steal my joy!
You can't steal my laughter!
You can't steal my peace!
You can't win!
You've already lost!
In this ministry, He stands and I put him on high.
I trample the serpent underfoot because he gave me that power!
I hear chains falling!
I hear walls crashing down!
I hear victory in every district of our ministry!
Why?
Because you are your Daddy's child.
And he wants the best for you!
You're on the winning side, young lady!
You're on the winning side, young man!
You're on the winning side because your daddy loves you so much he gave his only Begotten Son for you!
And you're always gonna win because he loves you!
In Him you win in Jesus name!
In Jesus name!
In Jesus name!
I thank you God for all you pulled through because the devil thought he had me.
He almost got me. But you always win!
In Jesus name, I say hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
And I pour out my praise unto you in Jesus name!
I need to praise you in Jesus name!
Only you made it possible in Jesus name!
In Jesus name!
In Jesus name!
In Jesus name!
And in Jesus name...
In His Holy name, I pray...
Amen and Amen... ❤️❤️❤️
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