September 05, 2019

Dear Diary, I have tried to get him to answer a message or a phone. I don't know why I do this to myself. Cuz now I sit here crying. I cant stand when he ignores me. It drives me nuts then I do stupid shit which just makes him ignore me more. It's a stupid game he plays. He knows what it does to me. I guess 20 years of friendship doesnt mean shit.