August 19, 2019

had my 8th ECT this morning.  Waking up is very uncomfortable.  It's definitely the seizure because I'm used to anesthesia due to other chronic medical problems. 

It's like I feel lost in the atmosphere - out of place - coming out of a weird dream.  However, I bounce back pretty quick. 

The staff at the hospital, my doctors and nurses are amazingly awesome.  I'm blessed to be in such a great hospital. 

I came home and our power outage from last night was still in effect.  However, yay, it just turned back on. 

I feel a little less depressed.  I hope that means it's finally working.  I'm still quite unmotivated. I hope that gets better but I know I have to push myself too.

Today is my wedding anniversary.  4 years but we have been together for 14 years.

I'm aiming high and going to beat this.

Thank you to everyone for all your support.