August 13, 2019

 

Dear Diary, recently a weird situation happened to me and made me question myself. I met a guy on internet and we immediately connected. He's nice, funny and I feel like he's somehow like me (we both have very few friends ands we are struggling with life). We have a lot in common and that's amazing, I am really happy I met him. But the thing is that he doesn't live in my country. I don't have any problem with the fact that we don't speak the same language or that we have different cultures. What bothers me and keeps me awake at night is another question. 


I know we both really like each other but I'm afraid this thing between us will only hurt us. We might probably never see each other or not before months and we will probably never live in the same city anyways. 

Should I stop everything now ? Before this hurts both of us?

I know that long distance relationship are possible but I'm afraid to ruin his love life with a relationship that is going nowhere. I don't want him to be stuck in a relation with a foreign girl living thousands of kilometers away. 


I really hope we will find a solution. Until then we will just keep sending memes to each other <3 




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