Dear Diary,
I will be starting my new job tomorrow. I'm really scared as I am unsure if I am able to cope well and if my colleagues & bosses will be nice to me. Despite that it's a two-months contract, I wish to do well and hope they will like me and see me as competent to continue working with them. I have loads of stuff to buy thus needing the money. Hopefully everything goes well tomorrow.
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It's less than 8hrs for sleep and I'm still awake, feeling scared and nervous for tomorrow. Help me...