Dear journey,
For as long as I can remember you have always been my rock, my confidant, my healer, my solution...but never in a million years did I think I would make it a public display. I read quite a few of the public entries on here tonight and it breaks my heart to see so many people hurting. I want to extend my hand out to you if your reading this and feel no hope! Everyday I am working on being a better me and trying to live my best life. I work everyday on reminding myself that my last does not dictate my right here,right now. I try to live in a 24 hour window cos that's all I have. Secrets kill, they keep me sick. I used drugs and alcohol to numb my pain, my very existence....it worked until it didn't, maybe it never did and I thought it did. I still struggle with avoidance and ruminating in my head but I also have hope. I am a survivor of sexual abuse, I am a child of God. I am no longer ashamed of the things I have done in my last because today I work on being a better person than yesterday. I work a career that is my passion in my personal and professional life. I love deeply. All's I'm saying is if your reading this, you are not alone. Reach out as uncomfortable as it might be. Be true to you! I have learned to work as a team withny inner child and I am a work in progress but slowly getting better...it's a lifetime process! If your writing on here,something is working because your speaking your truth whatever that might be... Don't give up 5 minutes before the miracle, you are the miracle and you are loved so loved ♥️❤️