Dear Diary,
Last night was fun. A good weekend. We all went to chaithanya's and you know.
Life is good. Not many difficulties, was down for few days in between, because of the esp issues, problems with the devices, but i think it's finally fixed now. It has been a problem for more than an year. I think its finally fixed. I think devices are coming closer to a stable point. Work at company is also going decent. We have more hands and things are getting done quickly now.
New home is also good. Better than previous one. Shifted here this month. Its more like a jain place because it belonged to a jain family earlier, i think mom is more happy. I think the locality is also good, mom would find more friends here. Balcony is good here. Weather is really really good these days, i sit in front balcony often here. There is a tree in front of house, wind keeps flowing, leaves of the tree keeps making that humming sound. Its good. I sit in balcony and make sketches.
I know we have left something there, i felt sad when leaving that place. But one thing i learnt from life is, "New is always good". I mean it may not be as we expect, but it'll always bring something good. And even if new is not good, i think new is the only way forward. We have to try the new.
I miss her less now. I think she has stopped too. I don't know. Soon it will all fade. All the years will we just a faint memory, only 1% of everything will remain in a corner of my head. And that could be my lifeline. And in few years i'll just console myself telling, everything happened for a reason and all things and people are temporary and they only stay till they serve their purpose. I don't know. I don't exactly know how life will be. Practically, i think, for the first time i am at a stage in life where i don't just have any idea or image of future in my mind. I am just Living in the flow. Ok enough of it, people are going to read it too... cant bore them so much... 😀
Life has no difficulties right now. Not many.
Made stuffed garlic bread and brownie today. I think brownie dint turn very good. Bread was good. Above expectation. I think one of the key to good food is patience and love. At least for me.
Talked to Damini after long today. She is preparing for cfa now. Doing lot of cooking herself. Wanted to ask her about my stocks(bdw, everything is in deep water right now. 😀 ), but dint ask, it wont look good. I'll have to handle it myself.
I was talking to mom about how all other people spend their sundays, they call friends, folks and go out and meet people. And what do i do.. always my laptop... I havent called niranjan for 2 weeks, dint callback ramdhan, dint call vimal again and havent talked to dawrani since we discussed our last business plan. I socialize very bad, infact it irritates me when someone is calling me, i know it shouldn't and i should be more social, its people who make our life not things. And i am not doing anything great anyway. But i dont know, i just feel like i have so less time and i have to do so many things... 😒
Forrest keeps running these days. He wouldn't stop ever, since morning till evening, he just keeps walking. I dont know how he does it, he isnt eating practically anything, yet just keep running. He is a total miracle, it looks cute but i also feel sad about him, what if i am not understanding why he isnt eating. He likes our food though, whenever we are eating dinner, he comes out because of smell. He isnt liking his vegetables anymore.
Anyway, i think its enough for one day. Goodnight... ❤️