July 05, 2019

Dear Diary,

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Was sitting there on the couch, and just thinking...about how much pain i feel right now. Dont want to be pathetic,  but im so sad...like no one in the world cant help me go through this. Im not asking for a win or loss, just have that strange feeling i cant describe...even now im not sure if this is enough. ..but I'm quite sure I don't exaggerate.